Saying Goodbye…

December 13th, 2006 by babyjanie

Yea..I am no longer active on Friendster blog. I am sure you guys can see that..Though, during these period of time when I wasnt active on friendster blogs, I am active somewhere else..cant post up my add here..Only for those who are close to me..so..adios amigos..

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FatZ

October 27th, 2006 by babyjanie
I never really bothered how I really look like. To me, as long as I can hide my belly..everything is fine. At one stage, I was as thin as someone going through Aneroxic (I hope it spells like that) and I didnt even noticed until I gained a few kgs and people told me I looked better. During Form 4 I was 45kg, I have thin bones..therefore I actually looked like I can be blown away anytime - as what my sis described to me. She even told me she was scared to touch me because I looked like I may break anytime soon. That bad?I didnt even know. I thought I looked alright. At that time it was my Form 3 year end holidays and I have been staying at my Father’s. So I came to a point where I slept at 5am every night, woke up 6pm every evening and took only a meal a day. So I guess I was really loosing weight, but I didnt know. During Form 5 when I changed to Sri Sentosa, I didnt eat breakfast or lunch either because I have no time to do so. Breakfast is impossible when I wake up eactly 10 mins before I depart to my school. Lunch was even impossible with the amount of people lining up to buy food, canteen way smaller than Stella - hardly fit 10% of the student in the school and Lunch is only 20 mins. Before I know it, it was time to line up to get back to class. So I didnt eat for lunch. I also walk back from school. I guess I lost more weight. Amazingly, my baby actually didnt mind =) didnt even mention to me that I am too thin or something. Then after Form 5, I beginning to gain weight because my baby actually complained saying that he has never seen me eat before. Actually I have this thing last time of never eating in front of my boyfriends. Serious! I was embarrass to eat in front of them, so I starved myself whenever I am out with them. Soon I got use to Baby being around me, started eating and eating and eating and now, I am freaking fat!
Not extremely fat, not even fat but I have this huge stupid belly looking like I am pregnant or something. I cant even compare my own belly to Wynton’s belly because they look a like. The thing about me is I bloody love fattening food. I love Cheese, I love meat and I love anything to do with western food. I didnt care at all until I went shopping. I was soo frustrated not being able to get clothes that I desire. Every clothes that are designed have the hourglass figure to it and I cannot fit it, with my stupid big belly jutting out. Urgh, imagine my frustration. Then, to make matters worse my mother just told me my Aunty told her, that I would look better if I am thinner. The thing about my family is, they love to critizise. Not really but they just dont know it. They love to look at you and say "Hey, you fat already ah" or they come to you and whisper "Ive gota tell you something, you really fat already" Like DUH?I dont know it myself?I dont need you to tell me I am fat. Imagine how rude it is. Like what my sis said, "Malaysians are really rude people, they tend to judge, tend to step on people. It is not like they themselve, the one with the fat one, doesnt know about it" she also mentioned "if they have nothing good to say, dont say!"..I mean, for instant..if a girl had like bloody acne all over her face, people goes to her and say "wah, your face is getting worse" Imagine her feelings. I mean, its not like she doesnt know and its not like she hope for her face to be like that. Be a little considerate la people. The next time you wanna tell people something bad about them or something which is so obvious (fat, acne, big bones)..which that person also doesnt want, please keep your mouth shut. You wouldnt want people to tell you how ugly you look right?Or want people to ask you to look into the mirror and notice that you are as bad yourself. I mean, have a little respect. Not everyone are like models or whatsoever. Nobody is perfect. Tonz of people especially girls, yes me too..tend to critisize whenever they see fat people, or people with acne or people with something not other normal human beings have. But they do it behind, I do it behind. I dont know them so I dont go up to them to say things bout them that they already know. Even if I do know them, I keep my mouth shut. They dont have to know what hurts ya know. BUT when people tend to say things I dont like to hear bout myself to me directly, knowing how mean I can be..I would definately love to say things bout them that they already know and that they hate bout them too. BUT I dont because thats exactly what they are doing to me and I dont like it, so I wont do unto others.BUT if they do unto someone I love, I will counter back man. I mean its too much..have some respect,people.
Since yesterday, I have decided to go on Non Carbs diet for 3 months. I will then see the results. I definately hope I can stay to it for my own benefit.Then I can go shopping once more and get everything I desire. ::Evil laugh::
Update on FFXI - The Sky Cities of Bhejura
OH yea, as I have mentioned at my earlier post..I couldnt get pass the stage of the armies and the battle with 2 Judges and 4 armies and the last Battle with The Great Judge (not really called Judge - forgot the name but he is wearing something like a gladiator, with bull mask at the battleship area) at the Sky Cities of Bhujera or Bhejaru or something like that, yesterday I did. From level 9 to level 12, with new weapons such as the Ancient Sword and armors of Mage Habits, I went through those bad Bhejurans like a piece of cake!I then rescued Princess Ashe from a cell and bought some goodies for my people. Balthier is as good as Vaan now eventhough he is Level 11, I gave him well defense equips "Ringmail" which cost 700gils and a spear which cost 1500gils man..just to make him a better swordsmen, or you can call it spearmen. I also gave Fran a better bow but not defense equipment because she is my healer. She doesnt fight when it is not necessary as her main objective is to heal me and other parties. Basch is already as good for his own level so I didnt do anything to him. Penelo joined the party and she is amazingly unwell equip. Only with a dagger, defense horribly low but Level of 13, higher than me but less powerful. So the next time I have the gils to spare, I shall upgrade her. OH and also buy magic. Thats my fav part of the game, I actually can buy Magic!YES!!I I planned to buy Berserk, but I cant find it being sold anywhere. They only have Water available. Guess those not playing FFXII doesnt know what I am saying here but those who does, something to share. I am now back to the city, no longer on the Battleship. I wonder whats next, I have saved the game on 2 rows becuse I am damn AFRAID that SANDRA MIGHT ACCIDENTALLY SAVE AT MY ROW, so to keep things safe, I decided to make 2 rows of my game at the save area.
Anyway, I guess thats all for the post for today..
Tata and Take Care..
Love, Jane

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It Has been a While..

October 26th, 2006 by babyjanie
Yea I know, I broke the record of not blogging for a total of 8 days. If it was few weeks ago, I wouldnt have believed it myself. Blogging is the only thing that helped me go through with my day at the"BORING" working place I am at, besides the MSN!!Now that my company, or the MIS team, for some reason disabled my Friendster Blog and also disabled the connection to my MSN that I am forced to pay more attention to GSC movies, Manutd website, Team Sublime forum, Yahoo mail and Final Fantasy 12 web pages. Yes and not to mention, Charmane’s blog, Baby’s blog and occasionally "the others"’s blogs which doesnt seem to be updated.
Speaking of FF12, I would have to announce that the English version is now out, since 15th Oct to my knowledge. It happened when I was shopping at Midvalley when I came across a cut scene of FF12 at a game shop and realise that it wasnt in Japanese at all but in English. I was damn bloody excited because I have been waiting for ages for it to have the English version, I wanted to go into the shop to get it right away.Baby talked some sense into me because as of usual, the Cds at Midvalley gameshop doesnt work on baby’s PS2, so I would have to get the game from Parkson, Mega Mendung. Well, I was thrilled and its a big bonus for my Birthday also.I got it on the 16th oct and have been playing since. I have to say, the gamplay is rather unique and youve gota try it out if you are a FF fanatic. So far, I went pass the stage of zombies and bats and now, I am fighting armies on a battleship. It is a game that makes me mad, frustrated, irritated and pissed but it is a game that challenges me. I swear it always challenge me mentally to fight those bad freaks when I die again and again and it doesnt make me give up. I have this really huge urge to look for cheats but I have a stronger urge to show the voice in my head that I can really do it on my own without cheats. It also is a game of strategy. No matter what, strategy is the main thing in this game and without any plan to go through that stage, dont even think about winning.It is seriously difficult to play rahter than the other Fantasies even during the beginning of the game. Therefore, it takes alot of time to go through this game and somehow, I am glad it is like that or else I will end the game in no time like Kingdom Hearts ,I played for 1 and a half months. yea, interesting but fast..
Tuesday and Wednesday have been Hari Raya holidays for all Malaysians and well, I have been staying at baby’s hse the whole time. either watching movies, lazing in bed or eat. I have never been so bored in my life. Occasionally complaining that we should go out but then looking at the fact that having no money really cuts off the entertainment in ones life.So we stayed at home, ate at home, look for entertainment at home. Believe it or not, I am so glad that I am working today. Rare but well, another day here and there comes the weekend. Looking forwrd to it because pay day is coming, therefore..entertainment is back!!Not forgetting that I have to pay for Installment, petrol and food. Set aside rm50 every month now for entertainment. Not much but should be enough to keep me sane.Besides that, I am looking forward to spraying my rims black, with the help of My baby boy but still yet to get the Can of Black spray from the Hardware shop. Also thought of getting a small bottle of orange paint for my front bumper to cover the part where I accidentally scratched it. Just to cover the black lines.
Besides everything up there, Wynton aka Hippo is back in town since the 15th night. Did i mention that?Well, too long to remember what I wrote on the last entry. So, well..he came back..met up a few times. Had a gathering at his house the other night on Saturday. Me and baby brought fried rice, chips and 2 bottles of coke. Kyle and Wynton got 4 pizzas and well, we ate half of them while waiting for the rest to come. The time given was 8.00pm at Wynton’s but as you know Malaysians excluding me and baby, the others were way late. They came at about 9.45pm I think, cant really remember but Charmane and Jon got delicious roasted chicken which I just cant get enough but stopped myself before I put on a few kgs again. Chris got fried rice and Kevin, I forgot actually. Anyway, we were there enjoying. me, kyle and baby watching the Temptations and I gota say it was good. The way they sang..wow..amazing!!Thought of getting their album. Wynton, Kev, Char, Jon and Chris with Jon’s friend Amir was drinking and talking. Went home at about 2am because I couldnt stand the smoke as it was getting into my eyes and my eyes was tearing like hell.So we left and what ive heard  from Cheh during Futsal was that Amir was wasted to a point where he started stripping. All of them was high. Overnight at Wynton’s. Wynton will be leaving on the 31st of the month and well, it has been great when he is here..at least some stuff is outta the routine.
OH, I dont think I have introduced this Forum I am in now. It is called Team Sublime. Basically it is a forum for Car enthusiast of all types. But mainly, the car owners are all driving Charades soooo..it will be quite difficult if you are not driving one because like me, I have no idea what they are talking about!! If you are interested in Cars, willing to be a part of the team, willing to help out others with Car troubles..just have a look at the website teamsublime.forumer.com. Still new and we have alot of active members in the forum to help people out. So just take a tour and well, if you think that you are interested, no harm joining. Although I dont know much about cars, have nothing much to talk bout cars, having nothing much to do about cars..I am in it for my baby because he is one of the "Founder" of the Forum and well, being there kinda means alot to him, I guess. I’ve also gota say it is also a place to meet new people, eventhough they are like quite old as in older than me, smarter than me, more experience in life than me. Sometimes the things they discussed about makes me scratch my head because its like thay r talking in codes rather than in English. My only active topic there is FFXII because we have a place where we can discuss about other things than cars and I am glad they put it up there. I dont know whether that it is right to discuss bout my fav game there because they all seemed to have the same oppinion on all members of the Forum, to be one you have to be a car enthusiast. They have discussed that it is no point having a car forum but people discuss bout matters other than cars and that is not encourage in their forum. So I wonder whether does talking about FFXII in a car forum at the Open Talk section seemed to count as a disencouragement (wonder whthr that word is in the dictionary).Actually I am amazed that I found some FF fanatic there too and am glad that I have someone to talk to about the game that frustrates the hell out of my life!!
Forgive me if this entry seemed alil over the word limit but then after days of not blogging I have entirely a book to write about what I wanna say. So if you’ll excuse me I’ll be continuing this…
During work on Monday was seriously boring but then some stuff happened and well, I am going to state it here. Not all but bits and pieces. Well, the situation here at my department is really tense and hectic. As in everything is way abnormal. Everyone is cold towards another and everyone is suspicious of one another.The reason is because my new boss , already worked for 7 years in this office, have already been eyeing for the power for 7 years in this company finally got the damn position/or maybe you can say the power as the position is still the same. He started lashing out his mean side of him, causing everyone to be hostile to one another. He is the worse boss I have so far, often critisizing his employees, making sure to announce the world that everyone look highly upon him eventhough that is not true, making sure that everyone is treated like a dog. Once he even told someone "If I ask you to sit, you sit. If I ask you to walk, you walk". Nobody can ever stand him anymore and therefore, my dept is like a damn funeral. Everyone is bloody quiet, everyone is just doing their own stuff. I have my fair share of abusing from this idiot who thinks he is damn bloody huge in this dept, forgetting the fact that he is reporting to the Assistant Vice President of S&M who sits right in front of me. Taking the advantage of Monday, which happenes to be in the middle of the weekend and the holidays, only me, Wong and Mr Lam (the AVP) were working. I have a matter to settle and I needed a higher ranking person for oppinion and the green light to settle the matter. Thought of asking my idiot boss but thought better of it because I have proposed matters to him in the past which he took credit for his own, so I have learnt my lesson. I went straight to the AVP to discuss this matter and also to discuss everything that my idiot boss is doing wrong. Yes, I did and I am glad I finally voiced out my disagreement. Once the idiot boss actually said " There are only 3 reasons for not answering my email. 1 is outstation. 2nd is onleave. 3rd is when i think email is bullshit" The words or the type of manners he has is rather a rude one where someone should sentence him or punish him for doing so. So to make all this a short one, WE ARE HAVING A WAR!!yes and this episode continues until the bloody idiot boss is outta the pics..sometimes they have to get it to feel it..hmph!!Oh, not forgetting the fact that my idiot boss tends to remind me constantly of my position, my level and my authority compared to his and I am very pissed at him for doing so because he is so dependable on us Low Level people that if we decide not to something for him, he runs to my Bigger boss, crying like a baby saying he cant Take it NO MORE!Yes he did that and guess what??My bigger boss actually knows that this idiot fella doesnt know anything and I am way amazed by the fact that he actually and quietly knows..Woooo…so well, I have done what i have to..leave it to the bigger one for the rest.If nothing comes out of it, at least I know I did my part!
I actually thought today was Monday when I woke up. You know, the holidays actually made me lost track of which day I am waking up to. Kinda weird aint it?I mean, yesterday felt like a sunday, then today felt like a Monday because I wake up feeling quite horrible thinking that I only had one minute worth of rest. Then knowing the fact that today is Thursday which makes the 2nd last day of the week and after tomorrow, I will have the weekend again. Amazing how just a two days holiday can screw my mind up like this. I guess looking back at what I have written kinda replace back on how long I havent been blogging. So I think it is enough for now until I have alot to rant about again..
Cheers - Jane

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Me Birthday moments..

October 17th, 2006 by babyjanie
My family, Baby and I went to Chilli Padi at Kuchai Entrepreneurs Park to have my birthday dinner. Though it is Friday night, thats the only time available to slot in some time with my family. Well, as usual..me and Baby went there on time, which was 8pm. So we sat at a table for 6 people because there’s my mom, my step dad, my sis and my bro.We sat there for about 30 mins, sipping our drinks..my mom and my step dad arrived. After another hour, my sis n my bro arrived..surprising me with a delicious white chocolate cake :: THANKS cheh!!So we ordered a la carte and as usual, ordered my fav food, Lamb Chop and it was really good. That was my Friday night celebration..
Then came Saturday, I woke up feeling a little giddy because I just cant wait to pack my bags and head to baby’s house for the weekend.Off I went around 12 noon and there was baby, waiting for me with open arms at his house and I was just so glad that this was happening. We went to Midvalley around 2pm to start my shopping adventure. Though, walked for about 4 hours, all I got was a MNG top that Ive already gotten last time but this time, a different colour. I also got myself a sign for my Lil O, saying "SHIT HAPPENS"..hahaha…Right about 6.30pm, we headed home, showered and got dressed for the night. All of us have arranged to meet at Shell station and from there we headed out to Oasis. It was a nice drive there with me, baby and Chuen in one car, Chris in another and Char, Kev and Marc in another. We made our way there as fast we can because Kyle, Deirdre and Jason were already there. Got a nice sitting place there, this cosy lil L shapre corner with a magnificient view of the Projector screen showing live Manchester and Wigan. Man U did a magnificient show after the second half winning 3-1 and well, another reason to celebrate, although my Ronaldo wasnt playing. So we chilled there and I really do appreciate ya all for coming. Shane and Wynton didnt make it because Shane had a head injury and well, Wynton was at Langkawi. Kyle made it to the gathering although he was also injured..because he and Shane had a football match before that and heard that there was a fight between both teams. Wonder were they playing football or something else.Kev, Char and Marc got me a beautiful necklace and a pair of matching earrings. Thanks GUYS!! Neway, towards the night..all of them bought me a Flaming Larmborghini which I had to drink. Well, once a while huh and I was gona pee in my pants when I kinda found out bout it. After going through the fire and everything, I kinda realised that it wasnt that bad after all and I came to love the taste of it..sweet and minty..LOL…Oh, and right before that, they sang me Happy Birthday!!This time it wasnt as embarrassed as I was at Chilli Padi when all the Cina waitress played Happy Birthday in Mandarin for me. They came all around me and started wishing me one by one. I was all red and I couldnt help saying "its all your fault cheh!!"..All of us couldnt stop laughing because the moment was damn hilarious!!Well, after blowing the candles out on the cake that Chris baked me..we all shared a piece of it and it was awesome. I totally love it because it is nothing like any other cake you can find outside. So then after that, we had a major photo session. Especially the monkeys in my group. It is unbelievable to see how they can use the flowers that Chris bought for my cake, ended up being their "toys" during the night. Okay, that didnt sound right. Basically, they start abusing the flowers, taking pics with my camera. The night ended quite early at 12am. Me and baby had a early night back home. Just before we went to sleep, he gave me my present from him and when I opened it, my smile was as big as the sun!!He wrote me a sweet lil note, wrapped in the box is a Brand new White Roxy bag which I fell in love with the moment I saw it and a Roxy slippers which is so cool. I hugged him Thank you, and we both fell asleep.
Sunday, we woke up at about 11 something in the morning and well, as a Birthday morning for me..baby cooked me breakfast. It was delicious..Cheese Omellete and Cheese sausages..we ate our Brunch, uploaded some photos..then bout 2 something, baby fetched me to Yaohan to get Final Fantasy 12!!Yeap, english version is out and it is damn good. I started it as soon as I got home and played until about 4 something. So far, it has been alright. Quite confusing on the places because the name of the places are quite long and hard to remember. The scenes are all in the future sorta stuff like tht and as usual, the graphics are damn good, clear and really real. Fighting scenes are nothing like the previous ones, where your character stays at one place while they wait for their turn to fight. At least when my main character is fighting, he is allowed to run while fighting, but still have to wait for his gauge to be full only will he attack. Nothing much to do yet, now is all about learning to fight some small creatures, running erands and stuff like tht. At about 4pm, rain started pouring like buckets of water as made our way to the Curve. Took us an hour to get there because of the visibility level. Shopped a while then decided to head over to Marche’s for my Birthday Dinner. The place was really a great choice. Marche is basically a french word for Market and well, it does look like a high class market inside. Not very big, a restaurant like size and all customers have to bring in a passport given by the hostess with them wherever they go. Stalls are set up inside based on whatever they cook. The place has a very warm feeling to it and it is decorated like a outdoor place with stalls with stripe roofs around. So we got a cozy place inside a room. They also have different different rooms, with different names. We got one, and well, had the whole sofa to ourselves. We left our seats and started hunting for food. As we order our food, our passport will be chopped and at the end, towards the exit, the total will be counted by their cashier. I had Mushroom soup (real mushroom soup) with soft bun, Lamb Chop and a Mineral Water. Baby had mushroom soup, onion bun, Grilled Chicken, Garlic Bread, Mushroom Saute and a Mineral Water. All of those with a total of RM80+ and well, we were satisfied with out meal. Later on, decided to walk a bit so we went over to Ikano Power Center. Walked the whole place in 30 minutes and decided to have a look at Ikea. I bought a pillow for Lil O and Baby bought a window wiper for our cars. By the time we walked finish the whole of Ikea, plus we walked the whole of The Curve and Ikano, we were dead tired. Our legs were killing us and not forgetting the fact that we parked at Cineplex, so we had to walk from Ikea, through Curve and then the whole Cineplex to reach our car. Phew, finally got there and off we went to Coffee Bean at Citrus Park to meet Kev and have a complimentary drink from Kev. Thanks again Kev. After that we headed home and dozed off at once.
Monday was a great day also. Managed to get some stuff done. I cooked Maggie for lunch while baby cooked his Instant Pasta for lunch. After about 1pm something, we both had our cars clean before we head out to fetch Wynton to Setapak to collect his Saxaphone. Boy was it freaking far…you owe me one too Wynton!!!!LOL..after that we made our way to Petaling Street because baby wanna get his sun glasses. Got a pair from this 2nd last shop we went to and went straight home, right into the after working hours jam. Got home about 7 something after sending Wynton off, had dinner, played Final Fantasy a lil while and then headed home (my real home).
BTW, I would like to say a big Thank You to all that wished me through sms and through my testimonials. Thanks alot!!
I woke up feeling very horrible today because I guess, I was too use to lazing around during that awesome 3 days. Got to work an hour early and started my morning having alot of work to do. It is amazing how time flies when you are having fun and the next thing you know, you are back to the daily routine. Ah well, things just comes and goes..appreciate every single moment I had with my Friends and with my Baby!!
Check out my Photo Album if you have the time..there are pics there..
Outzz..Janie

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I hated YesterdaY!!

October 12th, 2006 by babyjanie

The title says it all. I freaking had the worst day of my life. Well, there are a few things that happened and everything is as bad as how my title sounded like. Early morning I woke up with a heavy head. Got myself to take a shower and headed off for work in 10 minutes. Nothing unusual happened during the morning. Actually, now that I thought back how my day went yesterday, it wasnt THAT BAD. Nonetheless, I shall continue. Fast forward to the first screwed up thing yesterday was, my comp was freaking slow. I had to wait bout 30 minutes for the comp to finish loading everything after I switched it on. My msn wasnt really working all that well, it was conecting and disconecting every once a while and I had to re sign in a million times. My browser cannot seem to go to Friendster Update blogs, which I do not know why on earth it cant because I can perfectly go into friendster page. I tried today and it is definately confirmed there is something wrong with it because I cant go into the Blogs page. Right now, I am typing this through my Outlook and saving it later to upload at baby’s house tonight. So yea, it wouldnt be a write now, update now thingie. Yea, so the whole day I have been trying and trying, refreshing every now and then to check if I can still go in, but NOPE!Okay, that is one screw up of the day and it has already drained out the most in me because I count on Friendster to release my tension and stuff like that.

Thats my first screw up of the day.

So, yesterday was also Wednesday and I have been waiting a whole day for Jordone to call me. To my dissappointment, I did not get any call from them as they said they would. So, I have to accept the fact that I am not employed by them even though I have already stated and made it a point that I have great passion for the Fashion Industry. Ah well, I guess I have to re look everywhere again. I was seriously devastated because I did keep my hopes up for that, went for the second interview somemore..hughhhhhhhhhhh…just hope they will call me today then, but unlikely.

Thats my second screw up of the day.

As I was going through my friends at Friendster, I came to notice that Shane uploaded the pictures of us four at Magical Theatre Restaurant. As I look through every of the pictures, I came to notice that there were : Shane saying peace at Ol Skool, Us four at Magical, Shane and Charmane, Shane and Dougie, Shane and Dougie2, Shane, me and Dougie.And I was downright hurt..where’s the pic that Baby took of Me and Shane only?I guess I was hoping too much..I was hoping to get the job, I was hoping to see pics of the magical theatre restaurant..The best thing is the day before yesterday, I smsed Shane, asking him when he will be uploading the pictures because I wanna have those pictures with me in it..and he said that he will load when he have the time and will let me know..Now that he loaded the pics but what am I suppose to take?What am I suppose to keep in my folder of pictures that I wanna print?I cant take the pic of him n baby, i cant take of him n char..what was I suppose to take from his friendster????Theres a time when I vowed that I will never keep my hopes up anymore, thats when my Father has been killing those hopes I had again and again and thats when I told myself not to hope. I have became a very Hard type of person, very quiet…I hardly trusted anyone, hardly hope anymore and since I met my baby, I slowly started to change into a better person, probably a little better than last time because I was filled with only Anger and Hatred and I didnt know how to love. But now, I do and I am changing everytime my darling love loves me more and more. But now?Hoping is something I will not have in me anymore.Just let everything be.

That was my third screw up of the day.

I decided to avoid going anymore further with my petrol so low, so I went over to Shell after work to pump full tank. To my surprise, my full tank came up to about rm70 because I expected it to be rm85 or something. Well, I handed RM100 (two rm50 note) to this short fella who speaks English really well, and he gave me a change of RM30. After that I rushed back to meet baby at home and I came to notice that I had a shortage of RM50 in my purse. I was thinking and re thinking what happened to my RM50 which was suppose to be for the last week of the month’s petrol. I kept thinking, going through the day, going through the month..wondering where on earth did I spent on that and in the end, I realised that I gave the petro, man 3 RM50 note and well, I was just in a state of shockness. I was so so so so sad yesterday. I was practically a zombie. Serious, I just went blank the whole time. Went dinner with Marcus, I just stared at him blankly when he asked me questions. I was just a very dissappointed, hollow, downright hurt zombie…Huhhhhh..

That was my fourth screw up of the day.

Yea, it stops there. I swear if there’s a fifth screw up of the day, Id probably end my life or something like tht.

No more news on Cristiano Ronaldo..=(Maybe my damn period is coming..I seriously hope not, with my birthday coming this Sunday..I guess maybe I should look forward to it..

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“No topic” - lazy to

October 10th, 2006 by babyjanie
Okie, my baby just posted on his blog that he smoked a Satria Neo on the road today and what does that make the Satria Neo clans?Kinda embarrassed right but then knowing the fact that under the hood of faded red pinkish Charlotte, there’s a different undercover fella inside. Starlet Turbo 1.3 vs Campro 1.6?Well shouldnt judge it that way and I still look up to a Satria Neo because, I own one. So far the car is real smooth..nothing much to say bout it though because I wasnt really looking for a car to fly on the highways though, I do fly sometimes. It is already fast enough to my satisfaction so I wouldnt complain bout it but honestly, Proton isnt a car to get if you need performance. My fuel consumption is really bad, and I still do think that there’s some faulty to my meter or either my O2 sensor again because there’s no difference in my RM40 pump of petrol per how many KMs I travelled after the Service dude corrected my O2 sensor. It is still running bad and my RM40 + alil that was left only can reach 160KM so far and Ive decided to go over to the Service center again. Kristy is having the same engine as mine, body of her car being heavier (Gen 2) but a much better consumption than mine. Hers is a much better understatement, being able to travel around 280km for rm40, while mine only able to travel 100kmH less than hers. Though her car is Manual and mine Auto, the difference in weight pulls about the same in consumption but looks like its not..So there is something really wrong with my car and I am loosing way too much petrol for 160Km. Maybe the cons of Proton Cars are still there, but as baby mentioned..the Handling is very good. Ugh, also not forgetting the fact that it is Lotus technology in that so..Malaysia..i dont know what to say. I have changed my perspective on the iridescent white and I kinda wished I had that colour instead of my Orange. Dont get me wrong, I still love my car and the Orange colour but Id rather the white now and if, there were the Black, White and Orange for me to pick from..I wouldnt know which to pick. Ok, leave out the black cos I dont like it..but if there were Orange and White, id be clueless.
Recently my 750i has been acting kinda weird and its only 8months old. Ive decided to get the N series and thought that the N80 looked really stylish.My expected ammount for that phone was about RM1800 plus but I was really shocked when the fella told me it was RM2250 yesterday when I went to look at it. It is a push up phone with the function of 3G and a 3.2 megapixel camera. Other than that, I am clueless because it was sealed tight and all I can see is the front and back. I also have a choice of Shane’s camera which is a Sony Cybershot 7.2 megapixel camera. Promotion price is only RM1200 and I thought of getting that instead of the phone but then, I kinda realise..what on earth do I need it for when I already have a nice one sitting quietly at home. So then, my final decission is to go Shopping this weekend, a treat that I havent really done so in a few months and now, my shopping spirit is back at fullswing!!I just cant wait to go from shop to shop..looking at beautiful clothes, which prices aint worth the quality, yet people buy them. I cant wait to be able to just pick all the items I fall in love with and be able to take the moeny out to get them instead of feeling so sad, not being able to buy them because there are other important things to put to priority.The budgetting attitude of mine will not be around this weekend and I am plannin to shop till I drop, or maybe shop till my legs are dead..or whatever term you call for shopping till there’s no more shopping to do. But it is darn impossible to finish shopping because the more I go into Midalley, the more I realised how much Ive missed out on those things which I usually buy..how much of fashion season that Ive missed out and when I walked around MV after so many months of not going there (only occassionally for movies)..I was surprised to see so many new shops. Well, I cant believe it but then hoping that Id get my new job..I will be my normal shopping self once again..going all out shopping till im bloody fed up of it.
Today is going to be a really long day because as usual, I have none to do and it is just so insignificant being a BO Assistant aka clerk. Therefore I am looking towards working with Jordone being the Manager’s right hand man, a leader to the Sales and Marketing dept..something not many being able to do at my age. So I’ll be crossing my fingers, hoping for the good news tomorrow!!OH BTW, thanks for your only "Go for it" comment. Really appreciate it (you know who you are la!)..Oh, just the other day, my baby asked me..what do I really want in life..What do I live for..that sorta thing and really, it surprises me because I have never thought of that. I noticed that I have no goal in life or I am not living for anything. I told him that I am only living for myself but noone else. it doesnt seem selfish to say that actually because whatever I am doing now, its all for me. I told him, I wanna be successful in life, to have alot of money, to have a family with him, a house and 2 kids, maybe a dog or a kitten and to be able to not worry financially when I am retired. And I realised that all that is for me, for my own benefit. Not to please anyone, but to please myself. I dont live for anyone or anything here but myself and that gave me a sort of glow that I never had. A motivation for me to work harder so that I’ll be successsful. To have a determination and the strength to go forth. Therefore, I am willing to give my all to the job that I might be getting.Learning from there and moving up to a higher fashion Industry like Topshop, MNG and Zara or G2000 like Kristy mentioned. I wanna know everything bout the Fashion industry and I might be the owner of a company which deals with this Industry. Who knows but I do have a strong determination to go for it.
Much have said..I shall be going for lunch in a few minutes and I will return to browse anything which seems interesting cause as I said, there’s nothing much for me here to do. Ive done it all and I am free..they should let me go home instead..Jeez..Anyway, thanks for the time and take care..
Love,
Janey

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Buggy TeeTh ***ker

October 9th, 2006 by babyjanie
Here I am, back at my work place..typing away for a new entry on Friendster Blog. My weekend was a good one, a lil out of the routine for me as I went shopping with one of my colleagues from Ipoh. Let me start with Friday first. Friday, I didnt go to work because I had some "tummy cramps" and taking the advantage of the situation, I went ahead with the 2nd interview at Jordone. It went by pretty fast, with the Manager (who is also going to be my boss if it all works out) looking through my resume and also getting to know me a lil better. Id say, he was a pretty serious fella. Chinesie look with all the rings and gold chain around his neck (the Big China boss look), medium height and with a slight bald patch. I am really looking forward to working with Jordone, as I know that that is where I can grow, climb the ladder and am hoping for their news this Wednesday, as they have promised me. My face had a Orange Glow again after the Interview and my baby made fun of me bout it..I was also quite amazed how my face can turn Orange. Hahaha.Later on, we both watched "40 year old virgin" at my house and headed back to his house for a family dinner. Sorta farewell dinner for Chris Lucas as he is leaving for Aussie soon.
Saturday was more of a relaxing day for me though towards the night was quite a frustrating one. We both, Shane and Charmane made plans to head to Ol Skool during the night just to check out where Jared is working. So we went there at about 10 something and met up with Gerard and Kyle who were already hanging around at that place. We got a table at the end of the room because none were available at the front. Music was good and Ive gota say the band was good. Stayed there for a few hours and then me, baby, Shane and Charmane decided to go to Magical Theatre all because they can get free beer. Shane and Char were already high during the journey and well, when we reached the place..they were higher than ever. Shane was pushing me to smoke, Charmane was entertaining guests at that place (I dont know why but I guess she thought she was working there). Baby was talking alot and I was just sitting down there, looking at my coke. We took alot of pictures though and people were starring but we didnt care. It was crazy man, taking pictures like we havent before and we grew tired of it soon. Shane was smoking his ass off until he was bloody stonned. By 1am, I was dead tired because of lack of sleep. Baby was more aware of his soroundings. Shane was spitting everywhere. Charmane was just really high. Oh, Ive gota say Char that your friend "Buggy teeth" John was ****ing Annoying. Sorry to say but I was so tempted to punch his bloody "I am so good looking" face. You guys know what the guy did?Okay, he is a waiter there and I know the fact that he gave me a free coke but still I hated his guts from the moment he spoke. First, he insist on getting all of us beer, which was what they wanted..but not me. I wanted a coke and he showed me his "buggy teeth" saying that they have no coke. Oh no, I wanted Orange juice first and he told me there is no Orange Juice. Gave me the "I am so handsome look" and said "Drink beer la, OKAY?" "Okay or not"..And I gave him a bloody Cock Stare..he was still showing me his teeth and say "CAN La"..OK FINE, I can handle beer..not to say I hate beer or whatever but I chose not to drink any beer because of personal experiences. So right..I drank my glass of beer and then baby asked that Buggy teeth fella for a menu and then He again showed us all his "extremely crooked teeth" saying "No MENU!" right then I wanted to strangle his chicken neck but instead I gave him the Stare because I respect him a lil bit for being Charmane’s friend. If Charmane wasnt that close to him or whatever, I would have bloody did what Jane normally do, which is being mean and rude. So right, he never pass us the menu so baby gota ask another waitress for it. Being what a waitress is suppose to be, she gladly gave us the Menu and baby looked through the food and beverages. We all were in the Midst of going through the food and Cocktails, that Buggy teeth fella showed up and snatched the damn Menu away. I was already going to get up and smack him right on his right cheek (my right hand has more strength, although being a leftie). He even showed us all his teeth again and just went away with the Menu.I couldnt stand that fella man. So bloody rude, No wonder he is 30 years old. ****!!Shane didnt like him either because whenever Buggy Teeth fella was wround, Shane will start showing me his Monkey face. LOL!!Well, the day ended not very nice because all of us were dead tired, waiting for Char to finish her beer but in the end, she wanted to follow Buggy Teeth back. So yea, we were all quiet in the car during out drive home.
Sunday, I woke up feeling very very horrible. I think I might have a sleeping Disorder thingie because no matter how late I slept the night before, I will automatically wake up at 11am. So there, lying in bed at 11am, trying damn hard to fall back to dreamland..but instead got my lazy ass up. Got ready to go out to meet Mei Wan at Midvalley. Boy, can she shop. Every shop she enters, she has to get something and I am amazed how easily it is for her to like something, or how easy it is for her to buy something. I tried on a couple of tops and found a nice one from IEAM or something like that. Bought it and felt bad for the rest of the day. But I seriously did like it but its just spending money on Clothing which I did not budget for. Well, gave myself the reason that I have not did that for ages and well, I love the top alot. I also like one top from Zara which I am planning to get after getting ang paus from my parents for my upcoming birthday. Kakakaka..yeap..young adult!Still dont feel like one. Sometimes I do because I am now working and having more responsibilities which people my age have not had.Ah well, met up later with baby and Chris at BRJ and then headed home. By 7pm I couldnt keep my eyes open so I went home at bout 9pm and called it a day.
Today isnt much. Nothing to brag about just hoping that the week will pass by faster, expecting a call from Jordone and also a weekend to remember..
With Love,
Jane

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It is now..or Never!

October 5th, 2006 by babyjanie

Ive got a call from Jordone again and this time, its for the second interview. In my mind, I have passed the first Interview!Meaning, they do see that I am capable for the position and to call me for a second round for an Interview. They are Interested in me and I am grateful for that. What left me thinking was..am I up for it?Am I able to cope with whats coming??This is a chance for me to go high up the ladder, way up..jumping a few steps ahead of what i am now..am I able to do it?YES I am..actually I knew it all along..its just that I was very afraid of the extra weight, extra burden, extra stress, the extra workload..I am afraid of commitment, the responsibilities and the possibilities (just added that to sound nicer..LOL)well, I have already decided to go for the 2nd Interview, working my way up high, for my own good, for my financial status and also in order to be able to loosen up a lil and have fun. Doing things and being where many youngsters dont have to be, I was forced to grow up..growing up within such a short period has made me realise that every single thing I do, every single thing I planned to do..is the process of me moulding the way my future turns out to be. I am an expensive person. I love high class places, I love branded designer clothings, I love good food, I love to travel and in order to get all those, I will work my way up..I will go for every opportunity that comes knocking at my door..I will do that or else, I’ll regret it. I know I will and so..I will go for it so..wish me luck..I wanna be somebody next time, I wanna earn ALOT even when I am young, I wanna be called the most successful young woman..Okla a lil bit exagerated but yea, who doesnt. Anyway, I will keep you guys updated if theres any news..fingers crossed!!

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Are you READYYY..or am I?

October 4th, 2006 by babyjanie
Well, as I have mentioned on my previous post, I went for it yesterday. I was accompanied by baby and I am damn grateful for that because It was quite difficult for me to drive and look at the map altogether. We took Lil O along, with Baby driving and me telling him the directions, without him, I guess I might have over shot the damn building. Anyway, It is an extremely modern like building. With glass windows everywhere. Something like a concept artsy building and I love it since the first time I laid my eyes on them, which was on their webpage. We were quite lost as to how to go into the building because there seemed to be no door and the gates were tightly shut. Later on, I asked the guard inside how to we get in and to our surprise, we were standing right in front of the entryway, only with the Long and huge gate SHUT. So the guard let us in and exchanged my license for a pass to enter the building. The front way was kinda small for a driveway but the main door was awesome. I have never entered suce a beautiful building (if you love Interior Design, this is the Building to look at man)..the main door was also secured tightly. We entered after the receptionist opened for us. I filled up the Job form thingie and the next thing I know, I was sent up to the first floor. I went into the elevator and pressed One. When the thing reaches the floor, I was quite confused because the door did not open but I heard noises behind me. Oh, to my stupidity..I let out a "OH" when I saw the door behind me opened and there stood my Interviewer. Sort of a Strict looking woman. Firstly, she asked me which way did I use to get there and I just started on with a conversation on how I came, asking whether is it jam in the morning and about the position that I am being called for. Well, we had quite a chat and I got to know that the position I was being interviewed for was beyond my believe. Well, the position is mainly a damn bloody high position for someone like me. It is directly under the Sales & Marketing Manager, being his assistant, secretary, PA and also a Sales Administrative Executive , leading the whole S&M department. The position is a new one and they needed someone to handle all the paper work, be the Manager’s assistant in handling issues, being a representative of the Manager and also leading the whole Dept. OMG!!!!my first thought was just, BLANK!my Mind was totally shut down when she asked "Do you think you can handle that?"..I was speechless and was Shocked of my life. I told her I can and I thrive for new challenges. Later on, what I said to her was totally forgotten. Really man..I mean I wasnt ready for that type of post and I was just damn shock.
We said our Thank you and parted on the elevator. This time, I remembered to turn my back to the door I just came from. When I left the building, my face was heated up (baby actually said my face turned orange) and I couldnt stop telling baby what just happened!!The whole day I was thinking, what if they did consider me for the post, will I be able to handle it?Will I be able to survive??
Later during the night, we had dinner at Aunty Luciene’s and I asked for oppinions. They asked me to go for it because it is a very good opportunity for me although it is a huge step right to the top. They said that I have nothing to loose and just to go for it. They also mentioned that it is the same thing as what Aunty Audrey is doing and the difference is just that I am going to it at a huge leap while Aunty Audrey went step by step. I know it is a great opportunity for me but am I ready for such a huge thing??I know it will secure my future carreer but will I be able to survive such heavy workload, late nights and stressful days. I dont know and I am bloody confuse here..There are so many things to think about and if they do call me for a 2nd Interview, should I go?I have nothing to loose right??But do I know what I am getting myself into?As Aunty Luciene said, "dont let go of great opportunities that come knocking at your door. You might not have it twice"..Cheryl kache said " Do anything while you still can take it, take people’s shit, take everything given to you..in the end, it pays off".. I know but it is such a sudden thing you see..UGHHHH…the whole day Ive been thinking bout it, how that job will settle my life, my future, my financial issues..though I will be starting with a low sum, but in the end..it will be more and more and I know where this kinda things get to..I will be able to get anything I want and am I ready for this thing????
What do you guys think?Lets hear a word or two from your side..

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Exhausting Weekend

October 2nd, 2006 by babyjanie
Over the Weekend, me and baby went to 1u to catch Rob B Hood. One of Jackie Chan’s movie and as usual, the rating from me was very good. I love his fighting scenes and I love how the movie went. It was mentioned that this is one of the hardest movie for him to act and for the Director to direct, because it involves a baby. Ive gota say the baby was reallllyyyyyy ADORABLE..really, and it was better than Miami Vice!!!Yea, I still have not forgotten how Miami Vice let me down. One of my friends even said that he switched it off after going through half of the movie. His comment was "Some porno shit"..yea, it was filled with sex scenes between Colin Farrell and Gong Li, though they cut off all at the cinemas. I mean, yea…Gong Li already has the name of a Porn Star at Hong Kong because I heard of it a couple of times, she gota bring it to the US too. See how famous she is for that?Anyway, you guys should watch Rob B hood because it is good. Trust me. The Action scenes are marvelous.
Other than movies, I serviced my car that day and I paid RM120.24 for it and it did improve in performance. Well 3 things that they did for me, which is my Service, my Power Window (long complains from me to them) and also my fuel consumption matter. Well, Service was nothing much, I guess they did their fair share of work and it did feels smoother on the road now. As for my Window, it was spoiled since last month and as Vincent (the service center supervisor which I think he doesnt qualify for that position at all) mentioned that it’ll take 2 to 3 weeks for my part to arrive. Well, I did behave and was patient with them to give me a call until the 3rd week so I did give them 3 weeks to get my part delivered to that service center for it to be fixed. Well, I called and he said that the part have not arrived. I was beggining to feel very frustrated because it is damn right lousy and I cant be waiting for over 3 weeks for just the rubber part of my upper window. Yea, so I gave them another week as they pleaded me, and so after another week, I still have not heard from Vincent. Thats when I blew up and it is none of my fault that they did not manage to get my part because they Promised me!!SO I complained alot, I was very demanding and a very fussy customer. I can be one you know just to get my my way..in this case, I had to!So yea, Vincent was a useless fella because all he said was "I dont know" and alot of crap to hold me off the phone. Well, the phone was passed to his Manager and I really prefer to talk to his Manager rather than him. The manager managed to shut me off. You know in what way he made me shut up?He said the only way is to get the spare part from a new Satria. Meaning whoever who is has bought that car (the new one) is going to get a spoiled window..well, I have nothing to loose and so I agreed because who knows how long I might have to wait for the part to come..so i am sorry for that unlucky fella who has purchased the Brilliant Red Satria Neo from Magnariang Sdn Bhd.As for my Fuel consumptuion part, true enough that there was sumthing wrong with it because everytime I pumped rm40, it only goes to a max Km of 180 and minimum of 90kmh. And when I told that to the service fella, he was quite surprised and found out that my O2 sensor was off..malfunctioning..and so there went my RM40 x 4 weeks of petrol..jeez..Proton Proton..
I was exhausted by the end of the week because we rushed to 1U for the movie straight after we were awake, then rushed back to get our cars cleaned..then rushed to meet Unc Robin and Michelle for dinner, then rushed home to pack for his futsal, then rushed to Score for his game and then after the 1st Half of Man U vs Newcastle, I rushed home to get some rest. Huuuhhhh…so exhausted when I woke up today because I had a restless night of bad dreams..I decided to change my interview to tomorrow because I needed baby to teman me there as I wasnt sure of the way there so, I came to work today..Things in the office is very hectic. My new boss doesnt know how to handle alot of things and always claim others achievements as his so I need to run off as soon as I can because there is no point being here when your own boss is taking all the credit..Yea, I thought Elken was a good company…
Oh yea, I forgot to mention on how my Sat went. First thing in the morning, I sent my car for the service. Then only at about 3pm, my car was ready and off we went to fetch Shane to MV because he felt rich and wanted to go Shopping. Something which I envy so much now because there are tonz of things I wanna get.He spent about rm300 in total for his Nike Shoes which he was so proud to show off now and a WWF DVD..something like that. Later on during dinner, I met Aunty Elsie and her family for dinner. My baby was invited and I am grateful for that because this is the only Aunty that I am close to since I was young and she is the greatest Aunty of all in my family. She welcomed Baby with open arms and treated him as family. Im so happy. She invited us for dinner at Chillis for Yeat’s (her youngest son) birthday..belated I mean and I got to eat my Fav Southwestern Grilled Lamb Chop. But then to my dissapointment, it didnt look and tatse as good as last time because when I asked the waiter bout my order, he said it was because of the change of Supplier. So yea, there goes my best rated Lamb Chop..Oh, the best thing was that I ate Thomas Western’s Lamb Chop yesterday and it was better than Chillis. That BAD!!BUt nothing can beat the Mashed Potatoes!!!It was AWESOME MAN!!!!!
BTW!!!Man U was awesome yesterday night!!!I am so PROUD of RONALDO!!!!!!!Muaxxxxxx

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